big argue means further away

you like people praise you
you do not have security yourself so you keep expecting people saying how good u r
you don't have accountablity
like you said you meet but later you do n't turn up
(next time I can say :"I have 2 things I plan to do first, so if I finish them, then I come. otherwise, I will not come at all"

at night helen called my hotel saying at 10 pm, she failed to get hold of me
then just tell me about contractor insurance that yeeman asked her

although she reminded me to followup with yeeman, I don't want to tell her
anything more than necessary now
about how I pursue yeeman and yelled at her about broker
(I don't need her agreement anymore cos she is using my words against francis)

hurtful and true